5 Fronts

i've had quite enough for one day. im amazingly tired and here i am, blogging. no not dramz. the last thing i care about is drama. more important stuff. more legit dilemmas. stuff that you can sit up all night thinking about. (but impossible for me cuz im such a heavy sleeper haha) sometimes i have to rememeber that who ever is reading this, is probably not even close to how im feeling at the moment, so i'd better keep that in perspective. haha but anyways, when so many things are on your mind, you dont even know which one is important anymore. its difficult not to let that hot water boil into another problem and make it worse. im always thinking of this analogy: its like falling plates, and you wanna catch all of them so they dont fall and explode and shatter, but its like everytime you try and catch one, it slips, and all the other ones fall as well. like crash^3. compartmentalization. putting irrelavant issues away for a little while, while you deal with the things at hand. grrrreat, now someone just has to teach me. on a happier note (for once..), valentines day is coming up this saturday! (: finally, my bad valentines day curse has come to an end, unless something terrible happens from today to saturday =/ and its due time for a kbaby rant: my boyfriend is the best. he's amazing, he makes me smile, he's cheesy, he's super cutes, he's intelligent, he's compassionate, he's sexy. he's better than yours. he loves unconditionally and overabundantly and at times i feel like i dont deserve someone who spoils me like a princess. hes perfect for me, so im allowed to be possesive and amazingly concieted haha ;) but yea, im totally excited for this saturday, for some much needed lovin time. i hope you have a nice valentines day and get to spend it with someone that you care about, because i sure am!