1.22.2009

Dirty Little Secrets

sometimes its your best friend that gets you through the hardest times. as diya so bluntly put it: "saachi youre a fucking idiot". haha and i love her for it. sometimes thats exactly what you need to hear.

one of my most biggest annoyances is when no one listens to me. its like i have this voice but i want someone to hear it even though no one doesnt. i have good advice, but you wont take it. you pretend to think i dont care.. when i do, almost too much.

diya's right. i need to be a go getter. and as for anyone else: being the doorstep that everyone wipes their feet on is the stupidest lifestyle you can get yourself into. i need to be that someone that gets what they want, no matter what. dont step aside for anything or anyone if it gets in the way of what you want. dont be afraid to step on toes. dont stop to help anyone, because as soon as you do, someone is gonna run up and take your spot. does that even sound like me? sounds like a fucking bitch.. =/

gossip girl reference: i am the serena, while " " is the blair. serena gives up her spot at yale just so that blair can get in, just because its blairs dream. serena alllllways does that. why?..

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