well kids, junior year is over. psychotic teachers, all nighters, non-homework binges, lack of a life, etc. and im so gl-
wait. hold up. this is so cliché. if i were you, i would be like 'barf, what is this bullshit. stating the obvious much?' so yea, lets be real shall we?
as an honest review of junior year, i think if you had the right mindset, you really succeeded. i regret that i fucked up sophomore year because i remember i didnt give a fuck about school at all (and now its coming back to haunt me.. shit). this year i kicked ass, and im really proud of myself. i dont mean to be concieted but im happy i did what i could this year, and i offically give myself a pat on the back!
im blessed to have a wonderful boyfriend that supported me all year, through the ups and downs of me, and im absolutely devastated that he's leaving, but he's all grown up! haha. i dont know how i could have done it without you babe, love you.
while school, grades, and teachers were some kids main problems and issues during the year, mine were a little different. first semester was really chilled out, no drama mama, very focused. second semester was like hell and it came so suddenly and everything just hit me in the face! friends came and went, grades went up and down, and my relationship with my family just took a nosedive (and unfortunately that has not and will never recover to its former happiness).
its hard to balance those things because those are the most important things to me. but im not gonna lie and say that it didnt affect me. currently, im numb to everything. nothing truely shakes me and i have no strong opinions whatsoever. im scared that if i feel again, im just setting myself up to get shot down again.
thats all i want to express at the moment. im looking forward to the summer and lets see how it goes. im trying to not ride too many high expectations on it, but i want a summer to remember. so can you help me make my memories?
ps. hi sneha! thanks for reminding me that my blog still exists! (:
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