hey baby blog,
i've neglected you for a while.
im feeling a lot and nothing at the same time. but if i told you exactly how i felt, you would hate me.
but i feel like i can't be myself these days, like i have to be perfect for this upper force that doesn't exist. im not trying to impress anyone. i havent for years. then why all of a sudden now? do people look at me differently? and why should i care? i should sign that 'seventeen body peace challenge'. haha. i remember being really insecure about myself and then i got to this happy place for a couple years. but now, i can't help but identify with that little girl =/
i'm generally a mellow person and i just go with the flow, but maybe cuz right now, people are watching to see wsup with me and how im doing, so i gotta be cool.
i want to be myself again. if people dont like that fuck them straight up. cuz im just gonna do me. because thats what makes me beautiful (=
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